Introvert at Heart

Sometimes I feel like it doesn't matter how much I try to continue to be an extrovert I am better off staying an introvert. I try to go outside this shell, and for the most part it works, and then someone comes along and screws that up for me. It is as if I am too much of an extrovert for them. Sometimes I just want to tell people I rather be at home than be with you or you take the meaning of things too far. I don't like you for Pete's sake. I only think of you as a friend... Not even that much. Someone to fill my time with. Seriously! Just because we go out to eat or watch a movie doesn't mean I consider you someone I would want to date. OR. Just because we hang out one doesn't mean I want to hang out with you all the time. The people I do want to already know. I told them without them guessing or trying to figure it out. All this does is make me want to go back into my shell like
a turtle or snail.
~GW|dub|